We are all hardwired to help others in need. As we get older we learn that sometimes helping people can be dangerous. If you havent learned this lesson yet please let my story be a cautionary tale. He tricked me into helping him. It was something out of a horror movie. I woke up in the back of his van. Ziptied with my own pad in my mouth. I didnt know how long hed been driving or what hed done to me while I was out. It wasnt hard to figure out what he wanted from me. At first it seemed sexual, but that wasnt it at all. It was something deeper. Something darker. Once I put all the pieces together, with my head in the ground I realized. He enjoys my suffering.